Bachelor Girl
I was in G4 last night. Stayed there til 12mn.
I had to go back to PS (on my RD.. and yes it’s OTY) to finish seven evaluations. I wasn’t able to finish all 50 evals last Friday since Ethel bugged me to leave PS earlier and I couldn’t wait to see Chito :p
Hahaha.

I had grilled tuna belly for dinner (Reyes Barbecue as usual). I didn’t watch a movie.
I just sat there, read a book and sipped a cup of hot white choco (non-fat… hahaha.) By the way, I love the book I’m reading. It’s about the stereotypes or how society looked at single women thoughout the decades– Bachelor Girl by Betsy Israel.
I have a friend who keeps on crying because of her immature boyfriend.
I had told her to try being single… even just for a month– Unfortunately, she can’t.
Unbelievable. She told me she can’t be alone and she needs a man.
And I wondered why she refused to try…
Well, I am 24 and I’m single.
When I was in high school, I used to tell my friends that I will get married at age 25 (that’s a few months from today… hahaha). I also told my best friend that I will only love one person. He told me it’s impossible. But my mind’s set– just once and if it won’t work, I won’t love anyone else.
Unfortunately– I already had that ‘once’ I used to talk about and I intend to stick to it. Not that I will hold on to that person forever but I won’t give anyone else the chance to hurt me. No one will break my heart… again. A friend once told me that I’ve got issues… and I do. Most people do anyway. They just refuse to admit it.
Hmmm… loneliness.
Yes, I’m alone (literally) and it’s two days before Christmas.
It’s not that no one wants to spend the holidays with me.
Rather, I choose to be alone. Yes, I am lonely but it gives me time to think and figure out what I really want to do with this life…
What I’m supposed to do with this life.
When I woke up at 9AM and Sugar’s gone (cause her flight left at 7AM)
I suddenly felt so alone. I didn’t know what to do.
But after a bath, all it took was a few episodes of Grey’s Anatomy and I’m okay. Hahaha. Trying to be okay.
Then I went to Trinoma. Instead of Starbucks, I stayed at Seattle’s and had a brownie javakula and a plate of Pesto. And I have to say that the brownie javakula beats my favorite choco cream chip. I’m not switching totally but I have another sticker card to fill out! Hahaha. Yes, 19 stickers… and I’ll get a planner and a mug
That will be my project this week… 123 divert! Hahaha.
I’m looking forward to my new year date with Karen… (she promised we’ll meet at g4) and hopefully, Jhence, Gracie, Ethel and I will set a date too.
Gotta go now. I’m going to UP. I’ll go to the bazaar.
Then I’ll hear mass at 8PM.













