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January 30, 2008

Sweet Escape

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Finally. I had the two-day escape from reality I’ve been longing for.

It wasn’t planned at all. We went there with no itinerary– no plans, no place to stay at, no idea where to go. But I had fun. It was an amazingly sweet escape. I’m sleepy. Gtg :)

January 24, 2008

January

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This month I’ve seen three movies; Heartbreak Kid, National Treasure, and 27 Dresses. I didn’t like the firs two. But I loved Katherine Heigl’s cute film. I love James Marsden. Love it.

Ever since I was moved to Gy, alot of not-so-good things had happened.

I had my heart broken several times in a week! Imagine that heartacheS! But it’s no biigie, as always, I can manage. Who will manage it for me but myself. It’s like me, myself, and Gela :)

Tonight I might be going to Baguio with a friend. I just hope finally I get to relax and rest. I badly need it. I just wish everything will go just as I planned and imagined it to  be.

I’m not seeing HIM anymore. I guess it was all about the law of attraction… what they call the secret. I was so hooked up with that ’soulmate’ thingy then. I might be attarcting all those coincidences… but honestly, I miss it. I miss seeing him. Call me weirdo. Hahaha.

I haven’t slept yet. My eyebags are growing bigger and darker each night, really scary. though a lot of people tell me i’m getting slimmer :p

Blank. Hahahah. I think I better get some sleep now :)

January 20, 2008

Global Fun

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I wasn’t able to blog for some time. We went to Global Fun last Sunday… it wasn’t fun at all. I enjoyed taking pictures though :) 130108_1717_1 130108_1625_1

January 14, 2008

:)

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Hahaha.
I can’t believe I’m back!
I love it! Yeah, I love the feeling!
I feel recharged! Hahaha.

One door closed– another opened.
Life isn’t cruel at all.
I was devastated.
The other night, I kept on asking myself how can life be so cruel…
I was moved to GY.
On my second night– got my heart broken.
I cried all night (I really hate being a cry-baby)

I lost hope.
I felt so alone.
There was no one I can talk to.
I didn’t want to talk about it.
I’d rather write.
Now it’s giving me the luxury to move my pen.. again :p
Hahaha… life’s little pleasures (that go unnoticed most of the time).
Just when you feel you’ve got nothing to lose…
Life would give you what you really want.
Life is like a game sometimes…

Anyway, this is a great find.
I’m really happy.
Yes, I am really happy.
Amazing (how a proxy made me truly happy… hahaha).
Well, it doesn’t take much to make me happy :)

January 10, 2008

Unfinished

Filed under: Uncategorized — little-shegoat @ 10:07 am

Adulthood is no joke.
Everyone expects you to be strong.
You’re not supposed to cry over little things, over silly little things.
What’s ironic is that those LITTLE things, most of the time, hurt the most.

It’s crazy how most people love.
How adults love.
It’s all over your face but you refuse to see it.
We chosse to make believe.
Funny. Adulthood is all about dealing with reality.
Real pain.
Real problems.
BIG problems.
Real emotions.
It’s all about the BIG ‘real’ world.

December 28, 2007

DRAFTS (Unfinished post)

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"Look for something, find something else, and realize that what you’ve found is more suited to your needs than what you thought you were looking for.”

- Lawrence Block

I was looking for myself and I found you.
I was looking for my purpose and I found yours.
Everytime I feel lost, you simply appear.
Everytime and everywhere I look for an answer– there you are.
I don’t know who you are.
I don’t know why I’ve crossed roads with you.
But I simply can’t get you out of my mind.
This isn’t love.
This isn’t attraction.
But it feels like I’ve known you.

Filed under: Uncategorized — little-shegoat @ 7:42 am
I don’t understand how people tend to get too selfish most of the time.
They only focus on their feelings– their own pain :(
My week had been too dull for the holidays.
I was at work on the 24th and the 25th.
I didn’t do anything though.
Now I’m swamped with work and I’ll be working overtime (as usual).
FRIDAY syndrome. EOW sickness! Hahaha.
And I will be here tomorrow for sure (can’t finish all 30 today).
Well, I’m kinda tired of what I’m doing.
Sometimes I think of quitting this job.
(Hahaha. I’m GEMINI, what can I do?)
I need CHANGE. I easily get bored.
But, I’m hesitant. I may not find another company as comfy as PS.
I’m not really feeling good– ’cause I know I disappointed someone.
One of the people at work who (I know) cares for me.
Well, enough of the not-so-good things.
I was in G4 last night til 11PM.
Karen and I had dinner together at Aveneto.
We had the meatball parmigiana and we both had a slice of pizza (and she only ate half of the slice!).
She had Hawaiian and I had a slice of Bacon Cheeseburger.
Then we had coffee… and she took all 4 stickers!
I had white choco and she had choco cream.
We spent all the night talking and taking pictures.
Hahaha. We’re like kids!
Hmmm. I miss the old days… back in high school when everything’s so simple.
The biggest problem I had was gathering all articles,  proofreading and doing the layout of our school paper!
(super sabon ang inabot ko kay Ma’am Elena… I miss her too.)
Yes, that was my biggest responsibility and problem back then.
She looked like a doll in that little white dress.
(I wanted to spend more time with her but it’s late and she’s wearing a dress)
She’s a woman now. Well, I guess we both are (mas kikay and pasaway lang sya :p)
She’s one of the true friends I have– we haven’t seen each other for seven years but nothing changed.
The friendship stayed the same.
It’s sad that Oishie wasn’t able to join us (I wpnder when will DiAnKa be completed… it’s always AnKa :p)
I wonder where she is now…
Well, gotta work (again!). Ciao!

December 25, 2007

And Paol got us elfed!

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We’re so cute! HAHAHA :p

And I got elfed!

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This is cute!
Check it out and get ELFED too! :)

Filed under: Uncategorized — little-shegoat @ 6:06 am
It’s Christmas
and I’m at work (but not working though).
Well, it’s
Christmas for Christ’s sake!
My Christmas was
just fine. I didn’t spend it alone as I’ve planned.
But it wasn’t
happy at all.
Made me remember
how I used to spend Christmas in the past years…
with my family.
Yeah, those were the days…
My happy
days.
 
I’m checking on
some friends’ friendster profiles.
And I’m enjoying
checking their photos…

I wonder where
all my high school and college friends are now.
Only a few kept
in touch.
Some txt-ed last
night though…
And the people I
was expecting to remember seemed too busy to…
Very
disappointing.
 

It’s happy to
read about them and see how we’ve all grown up.
Adulthood is
tough– yes, you can do what you want to
but a great deal
of responsibility comes with it.
You have to
handle everything by yourself.
You get to
decide, yes, but you also have to take responsibility of the
outcome.
It’s not like you
can cry if things won’t work out and ask mama or papa to fix it up for
you.
As it was said–
with great power comes great responsibility (Peter Parker)– adulthood
is our gift and our curse.
Back to the
pictures, I was struck by one– a friend from college with her
boyfriend.
They looked
happy– a perfect picture of contentment.
It’s been months
since the last time I saw her.
We used to see
each other every Sunday night at the UP Chapel.
Since she moved
to Espana, I’ve never seen her again.
I wonder how
she’s doing now… and if she really is happy with her life.
The last time we
talked, she said she’s too tired of working and she wants to go back to
school…
Back to those
years when all we worried about are exams :p
 
I’m still looking
at the picture.
It makes me
wonder if I’ll ever be in one.
Happily sitting
on a boat wrapped in someone’s arm.
Or at least
happily sitting– contented with life.
Living the simple
life I’ve always dreamt of.
Well, I guess
life is too complex to be simple :p
I prefer to live
alone.
Scared to grow
old alone though.
I don’t know what
I want.
What I want to
do this life– this gift and curse (hahaha… spoken like a
superhero :p).
I don’t
understand why I feel so empty– so incomplete.
All I know is
that I’m not the only one.
I’m getting too
serious… and I hate it when I’m serious.
Gotta work now.
 
Merry Christmas!
Let’s all be happy :)
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